Darawani Kahani , Aankhon Ka Dhokha.
Kabhi kabhi insaan
ko aisa lagta hain ki wo jis chij ko dekh raha hain. Wo hakikat me hain. Par
jab sochta hain. To lagta hain ki aisa ho hi nahi sakta hain. Ye sirf aur sirf
aankho ka dhokha hi ho sakta hain. Na jane hakikat kya hain.
Par khud ka dekha
hua chij ko bhi insaan jhuth manane lagta hain. Use is par bishwash hi nahi
hota hain. Par hakikat to bhagwan hi jane kya hain. Insaan jab aap biti par
kisi ko kuchh bolta hain. To log bhi bolte hain ki tumhe wahan ho gaya hain.
Khud par bishwash kar pana muskil hain. Ek kahani main yaha likh raha hoon.
Jo ki aap biti par
hain. Ek ghatna mere sath bita jis par main hi bishwash nahi kar paya. Par aaj
tak sochta hoon ki jo maine dekha tha. Wo sach tha ya phir sirf ek bharm matr.
Kuchh soch nahi pata hoon. Mera naam tej ram hain. Main ek chhote se basti me
rahta hoon. Basti me bahut se ghar hain.
Basti ghana aur ek
ghar dusre ghar se sath hua hain. Log aapas me mil jul kar rahte hain. Mera
janm bhi basti me hua aur ab bhi yahi par rahta hoon. Ek baar ki baat hain. Us
waqt main bahut hi chhota bachcha tha. Mere ghar me ek chhota sa function rakha
gaya. Jyada logo ko to nahi bulaya gaya.
Sirf apne ristedar
hi aaye. Ham jaha rahte hain. Us jagah se kuchh hi duri par mere chachi ka ghar
hain. Unhe bhi dawat diya gaya tha. Khana khane ke liye raat ke samay bulaya
gaya tha. Sabhi ka intejar tha. Jab sab aa jate to hi ek sath khana nikalta aur
sab khana kahte. Mujhe bhukh lag rahi thi.
Raat ka samay tha.
Main pahle raat ka khana jyaldi kha kar so jata tha. Par us raat mujhe der ho
rahi thi. Apne maa se bola ki maa mujhe bhukh laga hain. Khana do. Maa boli ki
abhi ruk jao. Tumhari chachi aa jayegi to ek sath khana kha lena. Sabhi ek baar
me khana kha lenge aur apne ghar chale jayenge. Ghar me bahut se log aaye hue
the.
Shor sharaba bhi
chal raha tha. Sabhi ko meri chachi ke aane ka intejar bhi tha. Main bhi unka
intejar kar raha tha. Main kabhi ghar ke andar rahta to kabhi chachi ko dekhne
ke liye ghar se bahar nikalta. Par main apni chachi ko aata hua nahi dekha.
Mujhe bhi apne chachi ka intejar tha.
Soch raha tha ki
kab wo aayegi ki ham sabhi ko khana milega. Mujhe bhukh bhi lag chuka tha. Apni
chachi ka bahut hi beshabri se intejar karne laga. Ghar se nikal kar baar baar
bahar ki taraf dekhta ki kab wo aayegi. Thand ka samay tha. Chandni bhari raat
thi. Dur tak koi bhi aasani se dikh raha tha. Main ghar ke bahar nikla aur
chachi ka intejar karne laga.
Thand ka mausam
hone ke karan sabhi koi ghar ke andar the. Par main ghar ke bahar tha. Apne
ghar ke bahar nikla aur kuchh dur aage tak ja kar chachi ka intejar karne laga.
Kuchh der tak intejar karne ke baad mujhe laga ki ek aurat mere ghar ke taraf
hi aa rahi hain. Main use dekhne laga. Us aurat ko dekh kar mujhe aisa laga ki
ye hi meri chachi hain.
Wo aurat sidhe
mere ghar ke taraf hi badh rahi thi. Main use ek took dekh raha tha. Raat ka
samay tha. Raste me koi bhi nahi tha. Chand ka chandni raste par pad rahi thi.
Sab jagah ujala hi ujala phaila hua tha. Dur se us aurat ka chehra najar to
nahi aa raha tha. Par mujhe shaq tha ki ye hi meri chachi hain.
Main raste ke
bicho bich khada ho kar use dekh raha tha. Wo aurat safed rang ka saadi pahne
hui thi. Uske paas ek chhota sa bachcha bhi tha. Jise apne god me le kar mere
ghar ke taraf badhe chale aa rahi thi. Main use aata hua dekh raha tha. Par
jaise hi mere ghar ke paas aane hi wali thi ki wo ek gali ke andar chale gai.
Mujhe laga ki
chachi mere ghar na aa kar gali me kyu chale gai. Main daudta hua waha gaya aur
gali ke andar chala gaya. Par jaise hi waha pahucha ki main tang rah gaya. Kyu
ki jis aurat ko main apni chachi samjha tha. Wo chachi nahi balki kuchh aur hi
thi. Jab main gali me pahucha to dekha ki wo aurat achanak se gayab ho chuki
hain. Mujhe darr lagne laga. Main daurta hua apne ghar wapas chala aaya.
Jab ghar pahucha
to dekha ki meri chachi ghar ke andar hain. Ab to mere samajh me kuchh bhi nahi
aa raha tha. Wo aurat jise main raste me dekha wo achanak se gayab ho gai. Aur
meri chachi ghar tak aa gai. Jab ki mere ghar tak aane ka sirf ek hi rasta
hain. Jis raste par main apni chachi ka intejar kar raha tha.
Kisi ko bhi ghar
ke andar jate hue nahi dekha. Par achanak se meri chachi ghar ke andar kaise
chale aai. Mujhe kuchh samajh me nahi aa raha tha. Meri maa boli ki khana nikal
gaya hain. Sabhi koi ek sath baitho aur khana kha lo. Sabhi ek jagah baith kar
khana khane lage. Par main soch me pad gaya ki maine to chachi ko ghar ke taraf
aate hue nahi dekha.
Ye ghar kab aa gai
jab ki main ghar ke bahar hi tha. Wo aurat koun thi jo achanak se gayab ho gai.
Mere to samajh me kuchh bhi nahi aa raha tha.
